nightvision

so while i sit here listening to daft punk, i'm deciding to write a little bit on my mood.
i've been very irritable as of late, i don't know why. small things have been upsetting me, and my fuse has been quite short. also, i keep looking for negative things. and i've been really bored. am i doing something wrong? why does everything seem so lackluster? i need to diversify... to diverge maybe. i'm starting to feel lethargic. it seems like my life is in black and white now - too dull, too monotonous. i want color again, i miss the effervescence.

yes. no. stop. go. ughhhhhh
why can't i just listen.
goodnight