i should be dreaming

i wish i dreamt more often. i miss dreaming a lot last summer.

i have dreams like once every few months. i had one yesterday but it was stupid, i can't even remember it. dreams used to be the best part of sleeping, and i think i only dream when i'm having a healthy sleep pattern - which i definitely do not have.

halloween was interesting. so many confusing things happened tonight, though. i dunno man, a lot of unexpected activity.

i kinda miss home, too.

blogging gets boring, it's just me complaining about random shit and trailing off on tangents that only lead to something i will understand. i think i should retire from this for a while, until i have something to write about again.

and also, where the fuck is my happy music? i can't find anything i want to listen to that isn't slow. or maybe i just become too sullen during the late night/early morning hours.

goodbye for now

the cylce

its the weekend again.

soon enough, we will have voted and decided a new president. i will have taken another midterm. thanksgiving holiday will have come and gone. yadda yadda. 

my life feels like star tours right now. i'm stuck in fucking warp speed. rex won't slow down, and we all know he's a terrible pilot (then again, it IS his first time). i want to go back to disneyland  :\

i've been feeling really heavy lately. i don't know, it's weird, hard to explain. i think it's a mix between laziness, being busy, and being tired. everything i want to do i don't end up doing due to one of those factors. maybe i'll go home next weekend, just stay in and relax for a day and a half. also i think its time for a music switch - need to change my mood.

k enough for now, 

goodnight

no time

fuck, i have a tight ass schedule.

i have no time for anything anymore.

but i kinda like it.

i would blog, but i have a midterm tomorrow and i still have about 45 minute's worth of japanese homework to do before i finish studying.

hopefully the weekend is good.

hopefully tomorrow is good.

hopefully, hopefully, hopefully.

shit...

i completely forgot about this.

hopefully updates will come soon?

move in help now and work later, hooray

wrap it up

summer is coming to an end.

i'm done with work on thursday. then a trip to SB (unfortunately, san fran has been postponed indefinitely), then two days at home, and off to school. i'm pretty excited to go back and stuff, so hopefully the year lives up to the hype. 

new job starts on the 19th, and that's gonna be VERY interesting. its crazy how much work i did this summer and how i blow money so easily. i'm pretty pathetic. nordstrom rack paid very well, and i made a little bit of scrillaaaaa while there, but my two vices definitely seized my bank account. food and fashion, expensive as hell mannnnn. and the worst part about it is i keep wanting more, when i know i don't need it. i wish i could just get a job that gave me free clothes (for life, at least)

i need to make a list of things to do for next year since so many things DIDN'T get done last year... i guess i'll start now since i'm trying to kill time until the supreme release in 3 hours:

watch sunrise (and photograph)

kickflip

make more friends

get netflix

win IM championship

go to a rave

just a few off the top of my head right now. hopefully it goes well eh.

alright, gonna nap - be back in 2.5 hours.

i'd really like to help you, man

Man with van load of ammunition shoots traffic light in Westwood, UCLA police say

wow.
we showed up right after this. and we were so close to the "scene."

crazy. now the end of street spirit just keeps playing in my head - you never know when...

big ideas

radiohead has them.

concert was great. the lights were SO good. and the band, of course, was spectacular. can't wait to see them again wednesday. funny things worked out like that, i lost a lot of money though.

so pretty much there are three weeks of summer left. gah! i will be putting in my two weeks tomorrow, and from then on the fun shall not stop. SD, LA, SD, SF. also quality time with family. then back to school! i'm quite excited for school. well, at least zero week and having a car for it.

this thing is getting neglected (as i predicted), so hopefully i pick it up during school. i've been too busy lately - which is good.

kbai4nao.